Passing Thoughts

A few months ago I got back into listening to one of my favorite bands L'arc en Ciel. I used to obsessively listen to them for such a long time and had to stop because I was associating them with a really traumatic time in my life. I'm finding a lot of comfort in watching old music videos and remembering the part of me that love them. I really wanted to be just like hyde in so many ways (and still do.) I have modelled so much of my wardrobe from his concerts over my lifetime. I really love hyde. What an amazing performer. There are so many good videos... I'll share my favorites below:

L'arc~en~ciel - Dune (Live 1993)

LOVE FLIES '99 Live - L'Arc~en~Ciel

LORELEY - L’Arc~en~Ciel [Tour ‘98 Heart ni hi wo tsukero ‘Light My Fire’]

absolutely amazing concert video from 2007:

The Unicorns - Live at Rhino's 3 - "Inoculate the Innocuous"

I will add more to my music diary at some point but revisiting this favorite from when I was a pre-teen is really something.

i wonder when im going to need my dad

watching a movie on your phone in your bed feels like such an intimate experience

existing in many forms. in time, in space, in different bodies, in emails, in memories - not just mine, but yours and others.